我的爷爷出生在大平原上 Grandpa was born in the plains.
几百英里，目力所及之地，一马平川 It was absolutely flat, all around, for hundreds of miles.
因此，他觉得全世界都是这样 He thought the whole world was like that.
甚至连他的家都没有破坏这种平整 Even the house was dug out of the ground.
一个重要的时刻，爷爷发现了山的存在 Then, one momentous day, he found out about mountains.
当时，他一定是从一本书里看到了山 He must have found a picture in a book.
他非常好奇 He was amazed.
逐渐地，他对山产生了一种痴迷 It became an obsession.
爷爷不断地用一幅幅画描绘着山 He drew and painted mountains endlessly.
富士山、阿尔卑斯山、落基山 Mount Fujiyama, the Alps, the Rockies.
一辈子，爷爷都在专注地用画笔描绘着山 He painted mountains all his life.
早在我们出生之前，他已随着一列出轨的火车 Before we were even born, he was lying at the bottom of Finger-bone Lake.
长眠在了指节湖深深的湖底 In the wreckage of a train.
那里，有许许多多的山 There were lots of mountains there.
家族的故事就是这样 That's the way the family story went.
它们都听起来挺不错的 It was a good enough story,
但我们总想知道更多 but there were other things we wanted to know.
比如，我们的父亲呢 For instance, where was our father?
为啥从来没人提起过他 Nobody even mentioned him.
露茜儿，海鸥在哪儿呀 Where are the seagulls, Lucille?
我不知道 I don't know.
我把面包放这儿啦 Let me put the bread right down here.
喂 Hey!
你好，查理 Hi, Charlie!
死丫头，赶紧回屋去！ You girls get inside.
快点儿进去 Get inside, now.
那个…… Hey.
你们乖乖回屋去，我就做蛋奶冻 If you get inside I'll bring you some custard.
好的，伯尼 Okay, Bernice.
嗨 Hey.
你们猜怎么着 Guess what.
我们要去看奶奶啦 We're going to see Grandma.
我们开伯尼的车去 In Bernice's car.
持家（又名：西尔薇回故乡） Housekeeping
你们不知道我会开车吧 Didn't know I could drive, did you?
不知道 No.
您不该抽烟，女士 You shouldn't be smoking, ma'am.
你的孩子很可爱 Nice kids.
嗯，也就有时候可爱 Sometimes they are.
? Sometimes I live in the town
? Sometimes I take a great notion
? to jump in the river and drown ?
十一！ Eleven!
你们在数什么 What are you counting?
房子 和墓地 - Horses. - And cemeteries.
根据Marilynne Robinson 同名小说改编 编剧 比尔·福赛斯
导演 比尔·福赛斯
来啊，姑娘们 Come on, girls.
这边这边 Come on. This way.
许多年以后，露茜儿和我还经常聊起这次去奶奶家的旅行 Years later, Lucille and I still talked about the trip to Grandma's
露茜儿记得一件事，我记得另一件 Lucille would remember one thing, and I another,
我们就把整个回忆拼接起来 until we'd pieced together the whole journey.
我们努力回忆，最后所有记忆都难辨真假 We tried so hard that we ended up not knowing what we really remembered
不知那是真实，还只是我们的想象 from what we had just imagined.
我们总为一些印象里不同的细节争吵 And we often fought over the details.
奶奶去教堂了 Grandma's at church,
你们乖乖待在家，一会儿给她个惊喜but you're gonna wait here and give her a nice surprise.
她应该一会儿就回来了 She'll be home in a little while, okay?
嗯，那你去哪儿呀 Hm-hmm. Where are you going?
我得开车出去一趟 I have to go somewhere in the car.
你们得乖乖的哦 But you're going to be good girls, now, aren't you?
这儿有曲奇饼，不许抢 Here are some cookies. And don't fight over them.
你们会乖乖待着不跑出去的对吧 You'll stay inside, now, won't you?
露茜 Ruthie?
奶奶回来了，你们就告诉她你们多乖 When Grandma comes home you can tell her you've been good girls.
好啦，那回见Now, tell me "Cheerio".
回见！我们不能一起去吗 Chheerio. Can't we come, too?
那样奶奶回家就没人了呢 But, then, nobody would be home for Grandma.
待在家别乱跑 Stay here.
你猜她去哪儿 Where's she going?
她身高大概1米74 Oh, she was about 5'8" and three quarters.
比我还高点儿，很漂亮 A little taller than I am. Very nice looking.
深色头发 Dark hair.
你可以去看看那个小姑娘 The little girl looks quite a little bit like her.
她们长得很像的 Her features are much the same.
好，那我去问问她们 好 - I'll just ask them. - I see.
你们妈妈开的什么车啊 What kind of car is Mummy's?
那是伯尼的车，不是妈妈的 It's Bernice's car.
哦，那伯尼的车长什么样呀 Okay. What kind of car is Bernice's?
呃... Erm...
绿色的 Green.
露蒂，你呢 Ruthie?
我觉得是蓝色 Blue.
我需要帮助 I could use some help.
小伙子们能帮我推一下车吗 Could you boys give me a push onto some solid ground?
没问题 Sure.
把这个垫在轮子下边 Stick this under the wheel.
这个也是 This, too.
别啊，这么好的衣服浪费了 没事儿 - No, you don't want to waste that. - Take it, it's okay.
不用，我们有好多旧衣服能用 No, we have some old clothes.
桑迪，把你外套垫在轱辘底下 Sandy put your jacket under the wheel on your side.
我才不干 你真抠，桑迪 - No. - C'mon Sandy.
垫着这个吧，别争了 I'm not moving till you take this.
就用它吧 Use it!
我靠 Ah, yuck!
谢啦小伙子们，你们帮我大忙了 Thanks boys. You've been a help.
这个送给你们 Here. Take it.
最后一块白蛋糕放在桌上了 I put the last of the white cake on the table out there.
放不久就该变质了，要我给你切一块吗 It won't last long. Shall I fetch you a piece?
谢谢，不用了 No, thanks, Etta.
我喝汤就饱了 The soup was enough.
她怎么样 How is she doing?
不怎么说话 She's quiet enough.
这是露茜儿，这是露蒂 Lucille and Ruthie.
你搞反了，乔治。这才是露蒂 No, George. It's Ruthie and Lucille.
你带她们去过果园了吗 Have you shown the girls the orchard yet?
有啊，今天早上我们在果园散步 Yes, we had a walk in the orchard this morning
给她们看你的印第安大砍刀了吗 Have you shown them your Indian knife?
嗯，看了 Yes, I have.
你收藏的西班牙硬币呢 Have you shown them your Spanish coin?
还没，那个在我别的裤兜里 No, it's in my other pants' pocket.
奶奶照顾了我们七年 Grandmother looked after us for seven years.
我们平时能见到60岁以下年轻人只有送报童 The paperboy was the only person under 60 that we saw regularly.
我们觉得，她的一生中 It seemed as if, all her life,
都梳着一样的辫子，穿着铮亮的鞋 she was destined to be braiding hair and whitening shoes.
她总为我们忧心忡忡 And she worried for us.
有一次，她说梦见了一个孩子从飞机上掉下来 Once, she told us she'd dreamed that she'd seen a baby fall from an airplane.
她努力想用围裙接住孩子 And had tried to catch it in her apron.
另一次的梦里 And once, in a dream,
她用滤茶叶的网子从一口井里捞孩子 she had tried to fish a baby out of a well with a tea strainer.
她从不谈论妈妈，也不谈论家里其他人 She never talked about Mother, or any of the family,
除了爷爷和他的山 except Grandpa and his mountains.
她去世之后，我们才开始在她的房间里翻找 It was only after she had died that we were able to delve
拼接过去生活的痕迹 amongst the treasures in her room.
在那里，我找到了妈妈的照片 There, I found Mother
还有她的妹妹，西尔薇 and her sister, Sylvie,
都藏在衣柜最底下的抽屉里 both banished to the bottom drawer.
我指望在奶奶的遗物里发现很多东西 I had high hopes of Grandma's treasures,
但大多数的照片都是无名无姓的陌生人 but most of the people in the photographs remained strangers with no names.
我经常翻阅相册 I returned to the album often,
直到里面每张脸都像家人一样熟悉 until the faces became familiar and comfortable, like family.
很开心看到我和露茜儿还有妈妈也出现在里面 It was comforting to find Lucille and Mother and me there, too.
如同我们有了归宿 It seemed to suggest that we belonged.
奶奶的死上了报纸头条 Although Grandma's death made the front page of the Dispatch,
唯一的原因是，她是许多年之前那次导致爷爷死亡的 it was only because of her connection with the spectacular derailment
著名火车出轨事件的见证者 that had widowed her twenty years earlier.
报纸对葬礼的时间地点连提都没提 It didn't even mention the time or place of her funeral,
但指节湖出轨事故的所有细节都又翻出来说了一遍 but every detail of the Finger-bone wreck was retold.
我爷爷籍籍无名，因为事故才出了名 My grandfather's death had made him famous.
这桩惨剧没有特别准确的细节 The disaster wasn't strictly speaking spectacular
因为当时没有目击者 because nobody saw it happen.
事故发生在深夜 It took place midway through a moonless night.
火车当时在桥上已经行驶了一英里 The train was about a mile out on the bridge
车头出轨，栽进了湖中 when the engine nosed over toward the lake
所有车厢也被拖了下去 and then the rest of the train followed it,
像一只黄鼠狼从石头上窜下 like a weasel sliding off a rock.
桥建在湖底的山峦上 The bridge was built on submerged hills.
但湖有多深谁也不知道 On either side, the lake slid away to unknown depths.
所以没人知道火车沉到多深的地方了 Who could tell where the train might've come to rest?
没准儿直到今天，它还在一直下沉 It might be sliding yet, down and down.
人们只找到了浮在水面的一个手提箱、一个坐垫和一棵莴苣 All that was ever found was a suitcase, a seat cushion and a lettuce.
当时，指节湖附近的人们都聚集在湖的冰面上All that day the people of Finger-bone
围在火车撞出的大洞旁不愿离开 were reluctant to leave the hole in the ice.
人们只能用这种方式哀悼 It could only have been out of politeness,
死难的200个灵魂 for there was really nothing they could do
其他的事情，大家也都无能为力 for the two hundred souls on the train.
当年，人们在湖面上生起篝火 So, they built fires and stood around
围在篝火边，讨论火车在水里的样子 discussing how the train might've settled in the lake.
有人认为，火车会像石头一样沉入水底 Some imagined it sinking like a stone,
也有人说它会像一条鳗鱼一样游向深渊 while others saw it sliding through the water like an eel.
寒冷冬夜，湖面的大洞又封冻了起来 By the evening, the ice was already beginning to heal.
指节湖的历史上，这是重要的一天 All in all, it was a memorable day in the history of Finger-bone.
远在丹佛和圣保罗的报纸也报道了这次事件 It was reported in newspapers as far away as Denver and Saint Paul.
胳膊放松，露蒂 Relax your arms, Ruthie.
你动作太僵硬了 The stiffness goes all the way down to your feet.
我讨厌那些狗 I hate those dogs!
奶奶死后 When Grandmother died,
房子归了我们 the house and her savings became Lucille's and mine.
两位姑奶奶从斯波坎过来照顾我们 Our great-aunts, Lily and Nona, came from Spokane to look after us.
她们都很穷，省租金就让她们很高兴了They were almost destitute and appreciated the savings in rent,
但她们从没喜欢过这里 but they didn't take to Finger-bone at all.
小姑娘家家，这个时间才到家太过分了 This is much too late for little girls to come in.
抱歉，我们没注意时间 The time went by so fast. We're really sorry.
我们不敢出去找你们 You see, we can't go out looking for you.
我们出门就迷路，掉进冰湖里可怎么办 We might get lost.Or fall in the ice.
街上没有路灯，路也是坑坑洼洼的 There are no street lights, and they never sand the roads.
狗也不拴着 Dogs aren't on chains.
温度太低了，在屋里我都冷 And the cold is so bitter. We feel it even in the house.
以后我们在天黑前回来 We won't come back after dark anymore.
你们是不是又去冰上玩儿了 You weren't on the ice, were you?
没有 No.
树枝被吹断了 It's just a broken branch.
老天啊 Oh, my!
肯定是电线被吹断了，经常发生的 It's just a cable down. It happens.
别担心，我去点蜡烛 Don't worry. I'll fetch some candles.
啊，该死 Oh, dear!
如果你总梦见死去的人 If you dream about somebody dead,
是不是因为他们的鬼魂在缠着你 does it mean they're haunting you?
我不知道 I don't know.
我觉得就是 It feels like it.
我不想睡觉 I don't want to sleep.
不想睡的话，打牌吗 If you plan not to sleep, we could play cards.
两个姑奶奶在这儿一点都不开心 I don't think they'll ever be happy here.
那咱们怎么办 What's going to happen to us?
我也没主意 I don't know.
也只能这样将就一下吧 Well, it can't get much worse.
明天我们可以在雪地里画一个月相盘 We could build a moon-dial tomorrow in the snow.
好啊 Yeah.
或许小姑姑过一阵能回家 Maybe Mom's sister could come back home.
但愿吧 Maybe.
母亲大人敬启 "Dear Mother,
见信之时我已到蒙大拿的比林斯 "I can now be reached care of the Lost Hills Hotel,
住进密山旅店 "Billings, Montana,
或已抵波特兰的桃金娘旅店 "or the Myrtle Rooms, Portland, Oregon.
谨祝一切平安 "Hope you are well.
女儿敬上 "Write this time. S."
真是不安分 An itinerant.
她没准有新安排 She might've changed.
你指望她改变 Improved?
有可能啊，人都是会变的 It's possible. People do.
或许家人关心她了 Perhaps some attention from her family?
人都是属于家庭的 A family can help.
得有责任感才行 Responsibility might help.
有了责任感，家才像个家 A sense of home.
这儿不就是她家么？ It would be home to her.
咦，对啊 Yes, it would.
对啊 It would.
得告诉她妈妈的死讯 She should be told about her mother.
两个姑奶奶天天盘算着小姑姑回家 We began to anticipate the appearance of mother's sister
我们也开始设想她回来的场景 with all the guilty hope of Lily and Nona.
西尔薇现在应该和妈妈死的时候年纪差不多 Sylvie would be our mother's age,
看到我们姐儿俩和妈妈长得那么像，她肯定很高兴 and might amaze us with the resemblance to her.
她俩从小就住在一起 They'd grown up in the same house,
一起吃饭，一起玩耍 eaten the same casseroles, heard the same songs.
她一定有一脑袋和妈妈一样的棕色头发 I bet her hair will be brown like mother's.
妈妈才不是棕发，妈妈是红发 Hers wasn't brown. It was red.
瞎说 No, it wasn't.
卢茜 Ruthie...
来，我来拿这个 Oh, let me take that.
很沉吧 Must be heavy, dear.
啊，这里好冷 Oh, so cold.
你走路过来的 You walked?
你是露蒂，你是露茜儿，对不对？露茜儿有可爱的红头发 You're Ruthie, and you're Lucille. Lucille has lovely red hair.
把外套脱了吧，亲爱的 Take off your coat, my dear.
这样暖和得更快 You'll warm up faster.
啊，我去给你煮个蛋，你爱吃生点的还是全熟的 Erm, I'll poach you an egg. Or I could boil one.
都可以，谢谢 Either way would be fine.
啊，妹妹，你的裙子真美 Oh, my, what a lovely dress.
你从头到脚都好美啊 Yes. You look very nice, my dear. Very well.
所以，妈妈的葬礼搞得还好吗 So, was Mother's funeral nice?
当然很好，就是规模很小 Oh, yes, very nice. Very small, of course.
你应该看看大家送来的花儿，屋里都摆不下了 You should've seen the flowers, the house was full of them.
她可不喜欢被送花，她肯定觉得太浪费了 Oh, she didn't want flowers. She'd have called it a waste.
咱妈从来都很简朴 She didn't want a service.
我知道了 I see.
我们在走廊里给你隔出来个小卧室 We'll put you in the hall bedroom.
逼仄了点儿，但也比睡外面强 It's a little close, but that's better than a draft.
啊，太感谢了 Oh, thank you.
你还记得丹尼·拉蓬特么 Do you remember Danny Rappaport?
不记得 No.
嗯，他死了，我也不知道怎么死的 Well, he died. I don't know how.
报纸的讣告没说，只发了张照片 The newspaper didn't say. Just a photograph.
还是以前的照片 Not a recent one, either.
脸上一道皱纹都没，跟十九岁似的 He looked barely nineteen, not a line on his face.
第二天，我们一大早就起床了 The next morning, Lucille and I were up early.
这么早，我们别吵醒她 We shouldn't wake her up too early.
就像过圣诞节一样 It felt a little like Christmas.
重要的日子，我们都会一早就出门And we always prowled the dawn of any significant day.
9点我们带她去喝咖啡吧 We can take her coffee at nine.
不开灯更好 It was nicer with the light off.
看，是不是更好了 Isn't that nicer?
吃饼干吗 D'you want a cracker?
吃 Sure.
谢谢 Thank you.
我简直不能相信我来这里了I can hardly believe I'm here.
你们肯定不信，我坐了11小时的火车才到 You know, I was on the train for eleven hours?
火车就在积雪里，一点儿一点儿挪 We just crept along, through the snow,
时间就一点儿一点儿过去了 for hours and hours.
你们坐过火车吗 Have you been on a train?
从来没坐过 You haven't?
哦... Oh...
我特别爱坐火车到处旅行 I love to travel by train,
坐汽车也不错 especially the passenger cars.
没准下次我们可以一起去哪儿玩 Maybe I'll take you with me sometime.
去哪儿呢 Where to?
哪儿都行啊 Wherever.
你们最想去哪儿 Where would you like to go?
斯波坎 Spokane?
哎，去还不去远点儿的地方 Oh, someplace better than that! Farther away.
比如，嗯... Like maybe, erm...
比如，西雅图 Like Seattle?
哦，不对，你们以前就住在西雅图 Oh, but that's where you used to live.
和妈妈一起的时候 With our mother.
是的 That's right.
你能给我讲讲妈妈的事么 Will you tell us about her?
可以啊，我想想... Well, er...
她人很好 She was nice.
她... She was...
她很漂亮 She was pretty.
所有人都爱她 People liked her.
但她到底是什么样子呢 But what was she like?
你们不记得了吗 Don't you remember?
我们当时太小了，奶奶也不愿意提起妈妈 We were little. Grandma wouldn't talk about her.
出了那样的事，没人愿意 Nobody would.
好吧，你们的妈妈是个很安静的人 Well, she was very quiet.
她喜欢... She...
喜欢弹钢琴... played the piano.
也玩过集邮 She collected stamps.
我不太好说，因为... I dunno, it's...
用语言描述一个你特别熟悉的人挺难的 It's hard to describe someone you know so well.
她结婚后，我就没怎么见过她了 I didn't really see much of her after she was married.
给我们讲讲妈妈的婚礼呀 Tell us about the wedding.
噢，婚礼规模很小 Oh, that was very small.
她都不想办婚礼的，只是为了让你们奶奶高兴才办的 She just did that to please your grandma.
好吧好吧，那么我试着回忆下 All right, erm, let's see...
她当时穿了... She wore...
一条太阳裙 a sundress
有蕾丝花边的那种 made of eyelet lace,
戴了一顶草帽 and a straw hat.
他们之前已经在内华达登记结婚了 See, she'd already been married by a Justice of the Peace somewhere in Nevada.
你们的爸爸是内华达州人 Your father was from Nevada.
他长什么样子 What was he like?
呃... Erm...
他个子很高 He was tall.
他长得不丑，他只是... He wasn't bad looking, it was just that he was...
只是太不爱说话了 awfully quiet.
我觉得他应该很害羞 I think that he was shy.
我记得他是做农具生意的 I think he sold some sort of farm equipment.
我不确定，我只在婚礼上见过他一面 I don't know. I, I only saw him that one day.
你知道他现在在哪儿吗 Do you know where he is?
不知道 Nope.
妈妈收到过一封信，但她把信撕了 Mother got a letter once, but she torn it up.
她读还没读就撕掉了 She never even read it.
姑娘们，早饭想吃点儿什么 Well, what would you girls like for breakfast?
我们来做早饭吧 对啊，我们做 - We'll make it. - Yeah.
那好吧 Okay.
你爱吃麦片 You like oatmeal?
嗯 我要去镇上走走 Erm, I'm gonna take a little walk around town.
马上就回来 I'll be back soon.
她应该围着围巾出门 She should've borrowed a scarf.
我觉得她不会回来了 She's not coming back.
我打赌姑奶奶们赶她走了 I bet they told her to leave.
肯定是这么回事儿 It'll be all right.
我知道，但我觉得很不爽 I know it'll be all right, but it makes me mad.
你的行李都没拿呢 You left your stuff at our house.
哦，不是，我只是进来暖和一下 Oh, no, I just came in here to get warm.
其他地方都没开门 Nothing else is open.
我忘了最近天亮的早了 I forgot how early the sun rises these days.
好舒服 Whoo!
都开春了，还是这么冷 It still feels like winter, doesn't it?
你干嘛不戴手套 我把它们忘在火车上了 - Why don't you wear your gloves? - Left 'em on the train.
啊，这儿有张报纸 Oh, boy, there's a newspaper.
快看 Look.
你干嘛不穿个靴子 Why don't you wear boots?
看来我是应该穿着靴子出来 Well, I suppose I should.
我觉得我得在这里待一阵子 I think maybe I should stay for a while.
你知道，两个姑奶奶年纪都大了，而且... You know, the aunts are so old, and...
我也觉得这样最好 Well, I think probably it's best
至少目前，这样最好 for now, at least.
你们觉得呢 当然好啊 - What d'you think? - All right.
那就这样吧 Okay.
首先咱们去咖啡厅吃个早餐 First thing we do is get some pie at the café.
等商店开门了，你们跟我去买东西 Then, when the store opens,
你们帮我挑个围巾 you're gonna help me pick out a scarf,
再来一副手套 and maybe some gloves,
等会儿，我得看看我还有没有钱 If I have the money. Just a second.
来，张开手接着 Will you hold out your hands?
哇 - Oh... - Wow!
这是张糖纸啊还是一美元啊 Is that a candy wrapper or a dollar bill?
呃，看着像一美元 It's a dollar bill.
行吧 Hmmm...
貌似我得好好收拾收拾自己的东西了 Looks like I need to do some spring cleaning.
哦对了，有东西送给你们 Oh, I have something for you.
哇 Oh!
这是给你的 This is for you.
啊，谢谢你 Oh, thank you.
这个是给你的 And this is for you.
谢谢 Thanks.
哇，看看 Ah!
我们超富有的 We're loaded! Look at all this!
你在这儿还有朋友吗 Do you still have friends here?
真实情况是，我在这儿从来没有过什么朋友 Well, the truth is, I never did have many friends here.
大家都是点头之交而已 We knew who everyone was, that's all.
你生日是什么时候 When's your birthday?
四月份，你们呢 April. When's yours?
7月8日 June eighth.
我是11月26日 I'm November twenty sixth.
哇，真的啊，那是我那只猫的生日 Really? That's was my cat's birthday.
哎呦，可回来了 Here you are.
这么大冷的天儿还出去散步 What a day to go walking.
你们还都穿那么少 And hardly dressed!
是我和露茜儿起床太早了 Oh, well, Ruthie and I woke up early
于是我们决定去看日出的 and decided to go out to see the sun come up.
我们去了镇子里 We went clear downtown.
西尔薇着急了，所以她出门去找我们的 Sylvie got worried, so she came out looking for us.
你们这些丫头总给我惊吓 Oh, I'm surprised at you girls.
希望西尔薇跟你们聊得来 I hope Sylvie gave you a good talking to.
哎，可怜的西尔薇 Poor Sylvie.
快进来厨房暖和一下 Come into the kitchen and warm up, my dear.
再见 Goodbye.
当晚，俩老姑奶奶就走了 That same evening, Lily and Nona fled.
快回去吧，感冒了可不行 You better go inside. You'll catch your death of cold.
好啦 Okay.
她们谋划的省房租也告一段落 Sacrificing their savings in rent,
一个奶奶的朋友接她们回斯波坎 they were taken by a friend of my grandmother's back to Spokane,
大房子里，只剩下了我们姐俩和西尔薇 and we and the house were Sylvie's.
第二天就开始下雨 The very next day it started to rain.
土地和湖面都还冻得硬邦邦的 The ground and the lake were still frozen solid,
没有路径排水 and the water had nowhere to go.
恣意横流的雨水最终成了一场水灾 Rain just then was a disaster.
雨整整下了四天 It rained for four days.
大房子从没被水淹过，奶奶一直对此引以为豪 Grandmother had always boasted that the floods never reached our house,
但那年，房子被淹了 but that year they did.
嗨 Hi.
坏了，照片还在下面 The photographs!
这下惨了 Oh!
我几乎谁都不认识呢 I hardly know any of them.
连她我也不认识 I don't even know her.
在丹佛街头卖圣诞树的时候我们就这样保暖 This is how we used to kept warm when I sold Xmas trees in Denver.
我们把石头烧热了，然后放在衣服口袋里 We'd take these big hot rocks and put them in our pockets.
所有人里，只有阿尔玛不这么干 Everybody but Alma.
她套两间衬衫三个外套，那家伙总是与众不同 She wore two shirts and three coats. She was always trying to impress people.
你就干那个？ 只是其中一份工作 - Was that your real job? - One of 'em.
哦，天哪 Oh, boy.
我有多少年没进过这个屋子了 I haven't been in here in years.
那是你妈妈么？ 是啊，也是你妈妈的妈妈 - Was this your room? - Uh-huh. And your Mom's.
西尔薇和海伦睡那里 Sylvie and Helen.
我俩的床都靠窗户 We had both the beds by the window.
啊，回家真好 Oh, it's so funny being in here.
啊哈，找到了 Uh-oh! There it is.
海伦·福斯特，10岁，1928年10月10日 "Helen Foster ten years' old, 10-10-28."
因为怕奶奶发现，她才写得这么小 She wrote it so tiny because of Grandma.
好几个星期我们都胆战心惊的 We were frightened for weeks that she'd find it.
上帝啊，隔了这么多年再次看到它我竟然这么激动 God, it still gives me a shiver to see it.
还有爷爷画的山 And Grandpa's mountains.
我喜欢它们 是啊 - I like them. - Yeah.
他在大平原长大，看到的都是一马平川 He grew up in the plains, where everything was flat.
接着，西尔薇给我们讲了爷爷和大山的故事 Then Sylvie told us the old story about Grandpa and his mountains.
我们想听更多关于妈妈的故事 We wanted to hear more about Mother,
但我们还是礼貌地聆听，并在适当的时候会心微笑 but we listened politely and smiled in the right places.
毕竟，我们还有的是时间 After all, there was plenty of time.
我们已经在心里悄悄地想了和西尔薇的大计划 Already we had great plans for Sylvie.
他怎么到这里的 How did he get here?
那年他16岁 Well, when he was sixteen,
沿着铁路一直走，跳上一列途径的列车 he walked to the railroad, he jumped on a train and he said,
“带我离开这些大山吧！” "Just let me off at the mountains."
于是咱家就在指节湖扎根了 That's how we all ended up in Finger-bone.
然后他娶了奶奶 Then he married Grandma and he built her this house.
他总是闲不下来，即便是... He was always restless, though...
啊... Oh, my...
看 Oh!
我从没见过这样的景象 I've never seen such a thing!
他当年一定是个奇怪的男孩儿 He must've been such a strange boy.
听起来像桥断了 It sounds like the bridge is breaking up.
只是冰融的声音 It's just the ice.
? MOCKINGBIRD HILL ?
西蒙德家的房子怎么看不见了 The Simmonds' house isn't where it used to be.
难讲 Oh, it's so hard to tell.
那些树丛原来是在另一边的啊 Those bushes used to be on the other side.
没准儿他们长腿跑起来了 Maybe the bushes have moved.
那就搞笑了 It is a shame.
总之，他最后就融入这里啦 Well, he's mixed up, anyway.
怎么样，我们打牌吗 So, what do you say to a game of crazy eights? Hm?
我不太想打牌 No, I don't really want to.
成啊，你们想玩什么 Okay, well, what do you want to do?
我想去找找其他人 I want to find some other people.
现在 Now?
明天吧 Well, tomorrow.
我们可以蹚水去高地看看 We could wade up to the higher ground.
一定有避难的人在那里扎帐篷 There must be lots of people camping up there.
但是，咱们这儿挺好啊，咱们能自己做饭吃 Well, we're fine here. I mean, we can cook our own food
能睡在自己家，还有什么不够的 and sleep in our own beds. What could be better?
我有点儿厌倦了 I'm tired of it.
哦，这就是孤独 Oh, it's the loneliness.
许多人为此苦恼 Yeah, it bothers a lot of people.
我曾经认识一个孤独的女人 You know, I once knew this woman who was so lonely,
她嫁给了一个老瘸子，五年生了四个孩子 she married an old man with a limp and had four children in five years
就这也一点儿用都没，她还是很孤独 and none of it helped at all. She was still lonely.
你怎么不生孩子 Why didn't you have children?
嗯...我也不知道 Well, I dunno.
可能那不是我的命吧 I guess it just wasn't in the cards.
你想过吗 Did you want them?
唔，我一直喜欢孩子 Well, I always liked 'em.
但是，你想自己生一个吗 But, did you want to have them?
露茜儿，你得知道，有的问题不太礼貌 You must know, Lucille, that some questions aren't polite.
我想奶奶肯定教育过你 I'm sure my mother must have told you that.
她很抱歉 She's sorry.
没关系的 It doesn't matter.
咱们烧点儿砖头取暖，然后打牌吧 Let's just get some warm bricks and then play some crazy eights, okay?
嗨，华莱士先生 Hi, Mr. Wallace.
我在找摩西，沃特宁夫人的狗 I'm looking for Moses, Mrs. Watling's dog.
两天前，它自己跑回镇子了 He came back into town two nights ago.
你们这儿咋样 How are things here?
我们晚上有听到狗叫，但没有看到 Well, we heard some dogs during the night, but nothing's come by.
一只猫都没 Not even a cat.
哦 Oh.
抱歉，应该让您坐坐，但沙发都被泡了 Oh, er, I'd ask you to sit down, but the couch is full of water.
没事儿，我还是赶紧去找摩西 Oh, that's all right. I'd better find that Moses.
你们还有咖啡豆吗 Would you have some coffee beans?
我那一大袋子都被冲走了 I had a whole little sack just float away.
有啊 Sure.
多谢 Thanks.
你们运气真好 You were lucky up here.
是啊 Yeah.
看见达西了吗？他有没有路过这里 I'm looking for Dash. Has he been around?
露茜儿比我还不爱上学 Lucille disliked school even more than I.
想到学校她就面红耳赤 Her ears turned red just at the thought of it.
有一次在学校里Just after school took up again,
她被冤枉在历史测验中作弊 she was wrongly accused of cheating in a history test
在全班同学面前被羞辱 and had to stand out in front of the whole class.
之后一个星期她都没去学校 She stayed home for a week.
西尔薇看起来一点都不担心 Sylvie didn't seem to mind or worry
因为露茜儿没发烧，食欲也挺好 because Lucille's symptoms never included fever or loss of appetite.
听听 Listen to this.
“为露茜儿申请病假” "Please excuse Lucille's absence.
“她的膝盖和手腕疼”"She had pains in her wrists and knees,
“还伴有耳鸣和舌头痛” "a buzzing in her ears, a sore tongue,
“昏迷、胃痛和视线模糊” "faintness, a stomach ache and double vision,
“但没发烧，食欲也正常”" but not fever or loss of appetite.
“因为每天早上八九点，她看起来都挺好的” "I did not call the doctor
“所以我没有请医生” "because she always seemed quite well by nine-thirty or ten in the morning."
啧，我们得让她重写一个 Well, we'll have to get her to write another one.
就说你不小心弄丢了 Say you lost it.
学校要是给她打电话呢 What if they call her?
她从来不接电话 She never answers the phone.
我还是不去上学了 I'm not going to school.
那你咋和西尔薇说 What'll you tell Sylvie?
我没准不回家了 Maybe I won't go home.
那你打算去哪儿 Where will you go?
去湖边吧，可能 Down to the lake, maybe.
那好冷啊 It'll be cold.
我陪你去 I'll go, too.
咱俩都惹麻烦了 Then we'll both be in trouble.
这样的生活熟悉得有点奇怪，但很舒服 This prospect seemed oddly familiar and comfortable.
我们希望突然有个人冒出来 We expected someone to step out from behind a rabbit hutch
问我们逃课去哪儿 or the sheets on a clothes line and question us,
但没一个人关心我们 but no-one did.
那一周，我们每天都去湖边 We spent every day that week at the lake.
我们别无选择，只能等着有人来抓我们We had no choice but to wait until we were caught.
每天，我们的处境都愈发尴尬 Every day the situation grew worse,
直到这种叛逆里有点儿疯狂的乐趣让我们欲罢不能 until we began to find a giddy and heavy-hearted pleasure in it.
最麻烦也就是我们被治安官逮住吧 I suppose the very worst thing would be the sheriff.
嗯，最惨也就那样了 Yeah, that would be the worst.
我们很冷，很无聊，很孤独，也很内疚 We were cold, bored, lonely and guilty,
一直盼着被抓住 and longing to be caught.
她干嘛买这些丑的要死的鞋 Why does she buy these stupid shoes?
她喜欢这种颜色，我不介意啊 She likes the colours. I don't mind them.
罗塞塔·布朗的妈妈带她去斯波坎买鞋子 Rosette Brown's mother takes her to Spokane just to buy shoes.
她上芭蕾课 And she gets ballet lessons.
舞蹈服都是她妈妈自己缝 Her mother sews all the costumes.
西尔薇来了 There's Sylvie.
她是来找我们的吧 She's looking for us.
但西尔薇只是在湖边溜溜弯 But Sylvie only looked out across the lake,
抬头看看鸟，或者低头看着地面 or up at the sky if a gull cried, or at the ground at her feet.
完全没注意到我们 She didn't seem to notice us.
我们等了一星期有人逮住我们 We'd been waiting all week to be caught.
西尔薇的无视让我们苦恼 Sylvie's behaviour was annoying.
但很快，我们发现了更可怕的事 Then it became frightening.
西尔薇 Sylvie!
嗨 Hi!
这没我们事儿啊 Ain't our business.
这么晚了吗 I had no idea it was so late.
我还以为离放学还好几个小时呢 I thought it would be hours before school got out.
没有放学 School isn't out
啊，那看来我没错 Oh! Then I was right after all.
145次列车刚过，所以我觉得时间肯定还早 The one thirty-five just came through, so it must still be pretty early.
啊，真爽，我早就想这么干了 Oh, boy, I've been wanting to do that for the longest time.
就这么站在铁轨上，感受它在颤动 You know, I'm sure I could feel it shaking.
你要是掉下去怎么办 What if you fell in?
啊，我很小心的 Oh, I was pretty careful.
你要是掉下去，大家肯定以为你是自杀 If you fell in, everyone would think you did it on purpose.
我们也会 Even us.
哦... Oh...
呃，有可能吧... Well...
我不是有意要吓唬你们的 I guess that's true. I, I didn't mean to upset you.
真的，我以为你们在上学呢 Really, I thought you would be in school.
我们这周都没去上学 We didn't go to school this week.
但，你看，我又不知道这个 But, you see, I didn't know that.
我可想不到你们在这儿 It never crossed my mind that you'd be here.
西尔薇对我们逃学的事儿态度冷漠 Sylvie's attitude to our truancy was...unsatisfactory.
露茜儿说 As Lucille said,
换谁都会拎着耳朵把我们拽回学校的 "Any decent person would have dragged us back to school by the ears."
CAR PASSING BY
有时候我们觉得，是我们在照顾西尔薇 Sometimes it felt that we were looking after Sylvie,
而不是她在照顾我们 instead of the other way around.
这小珠子真好看 是啊 - The beads are so pretty. - Yeah.
啊，挺合适的嘛 Oh, it fits!
但不管我和露茜儿多担心西尔薇 But no matter how much Lucille and I worried about Sylvie,
我们从来不议论她 we didn't talk about her.
哇 Oh!
我们害怕把自己的想法说出来 We were afraid to put our thoughts into words,
但是我们小心翼翼地看护这她 but we watched her...very closely.
明显地，我们这位小姑姑很不寻常 Clearly our aunt was an unusual person.
祝你生日快乐 ? Happy birthday to you
祝你生日... 着火啦！ - ? Happy birth... - Sylvie!
啊！ Oh!
...快乐，露茜儿 ?...birthday dear Ruthie
祝你生日快乐 ? Happy birthday to you ?
我们回去上学，没人盘问我们旷课的事儿 When we did go back to school, nobody questioned us.
他们认为我俩的情况特殊 They said our circumstances were special.
我们如释重负 This was a relief,
这意味着西尔薇再次把注意力转到了自己那些事儿上 but it meant that Sylvie was already drawing attention to herself.
天气转暖，我们再次开始逃学 As soon as the weather allowed, we stopped going to school altogether.
但我们每天早上还是离开家，与西尔薇保持默契 Although we still left home every morning, as a courtesy to Sylvie.
我感觉自己和那些桥下聚集的无业游民有了点儿相似 I felt an odd affinity with the hoboes who gathered at the bridge.
大家都是在一个寒冷的春天清晨 There we all were on a chill spring morning,
穿着不合时宜的衣服 in unsuitable clothes,
百无聊赖地在湖边打发时光 wordlessly passing the time by the lake,
好像大灾难后无处可去的幸存者们 like the marooned survivors of some wreck.
夏天来临，我们能在森林里打发一整天 When summer came, we would spend whole days high up in the woods.
我们还记得奶奶说过 We remembered Grandma telling us
她和埃德蒙德，也就是爷爷，一起去林子里采野花 she had gone there to hunt for wildflowers with Edmund, her husband.
在森林里，爷爷也穿着西服，打着领结 He used to wear a necktie and Sunday suit even to stalk the forest.
? Tra la la, tweedle-Dee Dee-Dee It gives me a thrill ?
? Gone are the days
? When he would take me on his knee
? And with a smile.
? He'd change my tears to laughter.
? Oh my papa
? So funny, so adorable
? Always the clown
? So funny in his way ?
我们不该来这儿 We shouldn't be here.
怎么 What?
我们应该做点其他事情 We should be doing other kinds of things.
做什么 What things?
在这里，咱们只是逃避 We're just hiding up here.
闻到流浪汉开始煮饭，就是我们平时回家的时候Usually we started for home when we smelled the hoboes' supper.
那味道像是炖鱼，也有一股刺鼻的橡胶味儿 A little like fish and a little like rubber.
我们就回到了大房子，那里已经变成了西尔薇的家 And so we would return to the house that had become Sylvie's.
那时候，她会坐在黑夜里发呆 Where we would find her "enjoying the evening",
对于这个习惯，她解释自己在“享受夜晚” which is how she described her habit of sitting in the dark.
偶尔她因为回家太晚，或者弄湿了鞋子而责骂我们It was pleasant when she remembered to scold us for coming home late
其实我们都挺开心的 or getting our shoes wet.
你今天干什么了，西尔薇 What did you do today, Sylvie?
啊，我就在附近走了走 Oh, I walked around.
收集废报纸 Collecting newspapers.
我在车站遇到一个特别有趣的女人 Oh, I met a really nice lady at the station.
她从南达科他一路跑到波特兰 She was travelling all the way through from South Dakota
看他侄子的绞刑 to Portland to see her cousin hanged.
你怎么总和这种下三滥来往啊 Why do you get involved with such trashy people?
多丢人 It's embarrassing.
我和她没什么来往 I didn't get involved.
她都不来家里吃饭 She couldn't even come for supper.
你邀请她了 You asked her?
她不来，她怕误了时间 She was afraid she'd miss her connection.
绞刑的时间都是很精确的 They're always real prompt about hanging people.
你看，她可是那个死囚唯一的亲人 See, she's his only relative,
他还有个爹 except for his father,
判死刑就是因为他把他爹勒死了 and he was the one that got strangled.
她能为了看一眼侄子跋涉千山万水多伟大啊 I thought it was very kind of her to make the trip.
我可不觉得她是“下三滥”，露茜儿 I wouldn't say "trashy", Lucille.
她又没勒死谁 She didn't strangle anybody.
你丈夫在哪儿呢，西尔薇 Where's your husband, Sylvie?
我怀疑他倒是知道我在这儿 I doubt he knows where I am.
你俩结婚多久了 How long were you married?
嗯，反正我现在已婚 Well, I'm married now, Lucille.
你为啥不和他一起住 Why don't you live with him?
人总有不擅长的事儿。把番茄酱递给我 Well, you can't be good at everything. Pass the ketchup, please.
他人呢？ Where is he?
他是个海员吗？ Is he a sailor?
还是在蹲大狱？ Is he in jail?
嘿，你把他说的好传奇啊 Mmm, you make him sound so mysterious.
所以，他不在监狱里 So, he's not in jail.
我们好久不联系了 We've been out of touch for some time now.
我觉得你从来没有过老公 I don't think you ever had a husband.
随你怎么想吧，露茜儿 Think what you like, Lucille.
好呀 Okay.
我认识他时候，他是个军人。 My husband, Lucille, was a soldier when I met him.
在太平洋战场服役 He fought in the Pacific.
其实，他是军队的维修工 Actually, he repaired motors and things.
我给你们找张照片来看 I'll find a picture.
好 Okay.
起初，露茜儿以为我们的姑父战死了或者失踪了 At first, Lucille imagined that our uncle had died or disappeared in the war,
西尔薇疯疯癫癫的，是因为她太悲伤了 and that this had deranged Sylvie with grief.
但第二天发生的事儿，让露茜儿的同情消失的无影无踪 But, after what happened the very next day, she forgave Sylvie nothing.
谁会和那种人做朋友啊 You just don't make friends with people like that, Ruthie.
在铁轨上流浪那么远，就为了看个绞刑 People that ride around on their backs underneath trains to go see hangings.
这种人还不够下三滥啊 It is so trashy.
别老低着头 Don't look at the ground so much.
哦！不！ Oh, no!
咱们怎么办？ What do we do?
叫醒她呗 Wake her up, I guess.
要叫你去叫 You wake her up.
快点儿 Hurry.
好吧... Well...
嘿，醒醒 Hello!
哎呦，什么风把你出来了 What a nice surprise.
你猜怎么着 And you know what?
我正打算给你个惊喜 I just happened to have a surprise for you.
谢谢 Thanks.
这是你最喜欢的磨牙棒吧 That still your favorite? Chomps?
露蒂，过来看看这个 Oh, Ruthie, look at this.
俄克拉荷马有个女人 There's this woman in Oklahoma
在飞机工厂里因为事故截掉了手臂 and she lost her arm in an aircraft factory
然后，看，她居然能教六个孩子， and, look, she still manages to support
教他们弹钢琴 six children by giving piano lessons.
哇 Wow!
是不是好神奇 God!
露茜儿呢？ Where's Lucille?
呃... Oh...
回家了吧，我估计 Home, I reckon.
嗯，挺好的。其实... Well, that's fine, actually.
我很高兴能单独和你谈谈 I'm glad to have a chance to talk to you.
你太安静了，让我很难捉摸你在想什么 You're so quiet, it's hard to know what you think.
我也不知道自己在想什么 I suppose I don't know what I think.
嗯，可能这会改变的 Well, maybe that'll change.
但不变也挺好 And maybe it won't.
你总是逃学 You miss too much school.
人不会永远年轻的 Childhood doesn't last forever, you know,
没准有一天，你会为此后悔呢 and you might be sorry someday.
天呢，过两天你就该和我一边高了 Boy, pretty soon you're gonna be as tall as I am.
现在可倒好，你都开始在长椅上睡觉了！ Now we find you asleep on a bench!
我没在那睡觉，露茜儿 Lucille, I wasn't sleeping.
没准没人注意到她呢 Probably nobody saw her.
在镇子正中心，大下午的！ In the middle of town?
能没人注意到这个流浪女？ And the middle of the afternoon?
她走了 She's leaving.
她不是一直这样儿 She always does that.
有事没事就出去神游 She just wanders away.
她要是真的走了不回来了呢 What if she really leaves?
那倒是不幸中的万幸啊 It could be worse.
我一直想不通她赖在这儿干什么 I don't know what keeps her here.
我觉得她更想随便跳上个什么火车出去浪 I think she'd really rather jump on a train.
拉普兰 Lapland.
那不是国家（两人在玩比赛记忆国家的游戏） It's not a country.
黎巴嫩 Lebanon.
嗯... Mmmm...
我还以为回来你们就已经睡了 I was afraid you'd already gone to bed.
我把这些忘在长椅上了 I left these on the park bench.
采了一点越橘 Huckleberries.
利比亚 Libya.
车站附近长了好多这个 They're all over down at the station.
我打算煎点薄饼，你们吃吗 You see, I had an idea about pancakes.
你妈妈和我曾经一起去过一些地方 Your mother and I used to go to that same place.
利比里亚 Liberia.
那时候我们很亲近 We were close, then.
跟你们俩一样 Like you two.
我们总忘了拉脱维亚 We always forget Latvia.
是呀 Yeah.
还有一个列支敦士登也容易忘 We always forgot Liechtenstein.
安道尔 Or Andorra.
还有圣马力诺 Or San Marino.
她要走了吗 Is she leaving?
不会的，她只是会睡在果园里 No, she's just going to sleep in the orchard.
西尔薇开始清理那些堆得像小山似的脏罐子 I was pleased when Sylvie took to washing the mountains of tin cans
我看着她忙活，心里挺高兴 that had collected around the house,
我想，她可能以为是这些小事儿热闹了露茜儿 Perhaps Sylvie thought they gave particular offense to Lucille.
或者，她只是觉得干活儿很开心 Or maybe she just liked the effect of her work.
罐子们被洗得干净闪亮 They looked very bright, and sound and orderly.
她努力干活儿的样子触动了我 I was touched by her efforts.
多多少少，这是种改善吧 It was an improvement in its own way.
露蒂？ Lucille?
穿上条裙子，我给你做个头发 Put a dress on. I'll fix your hair.
别穿那条 Not that.
过来坐下 Sit down and I'll fix your hair.
你头发乱得像鸡窝似的 Your hair is like straw.
别动 Don't move.
我没动啊 I didn't.
老实点儿 Well, don't.
我们得去买点儿啫喱水 We'll get some setting gel at the drugstore.
你有钱吗？ 45美分 - Do you have any money? - Forty five cents.
唔，我还有点儿 I have some.
我是自来卷，干嘛还烫头啊 My hair has curls already.
因为卷得难看啊 It curls the wrong way.
哎呦，光彩照人啊你俩 My, you both look so nice!
走大街上回头率肯定不低 You just make people notice it more.
回头率 Notice what?
算了 Nothing.
你为什么不跟上来 Why don't you keep up with me?
跟上来我们才能说话啊 Then we can talk.
说什么 What about?
就跟正常人一样聊天啊 What do other people talk about?
你那样默默跟着我很奇怪的 Anyway, you look strange following me like that.
我想回家了 I think I'll go home.
别回家 Don't go home.
我带钱了，咱们买可乐去 I brought money for Cokes.
嗨，乔吉特，我们能坐这儿吗 Hi, Georgette. Can we sit down?
嗯...可以呀，随便坐 Er, sure, go ahead.
露茜儿，我打算做条裙子 What do you think, Lucille?
这种一体的连衣裙 I'm going to make a one-piece
前面只有一个白色的大扣子 with big white buttons all the way down the front.
啊，看起来挺漂亮 That's a really nice cloth.
玛丽有一条蓝色的 Marie has the same in blue.
我打算做个外套，但肩线总是裁不好 I'm making a jacket. But I've never done shoulders before.
啊，是么 Oh, boy!
肩膀那里很难搞？ Are shoulders difficult?
要有垫肩，还一大堆乱七八糟的，针脚很难走 They have pads and things. It's a lot of sewing.
所以，你俩做了什么发型？ So, what are you doing with your hair?
就是...随便烫了一下 Oh, it's just a wave-set.
我想剪短点儿呢 I think I might cut it some, though.
对呀，短发适合你 Oh, yeah, that would suit you.
齐肩的那种长度 Right off your shoulder.
对对，就像这样儿的 Kinda like this.
很优雅吧？想再留长也很方便 Neat, eh? You could wear it longer if you wanted.
你觉得咋样？ What do you think, Ruthie?
咱俩试试这个？ We should get this, huh?
可以吧 Yes.
露蒂 Ruthie...
我只是想回家了 I just wanna go home.
别回家！现在那是西尔薇的家 Don't! That's Sylvie's house now.
咱们得过好自己的日子，从现在开始 We have to improve ourselves, starting right now.
我以后再和你解释 Well, I'll talk to you about it later.
过来，露蒂 Come here, Ruthie.
我打算做条裙子和一个外套 I'm making a skirt and jacket.
两件套 It can be a two-piece,
或者这个外套可以百搭一点儿 or the jacket can be worn with different skirts
配白色或者褐色的裙子都成 like a brown or a cream.
上身穿衬衫也没问题 The skirt can be worn with a blouse.
看着很搭 It'll be coordinated.
适合我的新造型 It'll go with my hair.
你得帮我忙 You'll have to help me.
过来看看说明书 The instructions'll tell us how to do it.
去把词典拿过来 We'll need a dictionary.
“锯齿剪”是啥东西啊？查查 Look up 'pinking shears'.
你看什么呢 What are you doing?
字典里面夹着好多花儿 The dictionary's full of flowers.
爷爷干的吧 Grandpa.
三色堇在“P”这一页 The pansies are at 'P',
玫瑰在“R” and the roses at 'R'.
给我 Let me see it.
快点查“锯齿剪” Pinking shears.
这些花儿怎么办啊 What'll we do with the flowers?
你干嘛不专心帮我 Why won't you help me?
还是你本来就不想 You just don't wanna help.
我想留着这些花儿 I want to keep the flowers.
对啊，我根本不想帮你 Fine, I won't help.
想帮我也不让你帮了 Well you were never going to!
别做梦了 Never!
你就是找个理由不想帮我 You were just looking for an excuse not to help,
真没劲 and you found it!
我真是多谢你了 Very nice. Thanks a lot!
我自己也能弄成的，知道吗 I can do it myself, you know.
反正你也根本帮不上忙 You're no help, anyway.
你能做的也就是杵在一边儿傻看着 All you ever do is stand around like some stupid zombie!
露茜儿，我听不见你说啥 I can't hear you, Lucille.
大点儿声成不 You'll have to speak a little louder.
成吧，算你赢了 Oh, right. Very funny. Really clever.
你俩闹什么别扭了 What's gotten into you girls?
你不许进来 Don't come in, Ruthie.
我根本不是这块料 I didn't even bother to take the pins out.
很抱歉 I'm really sorry.
又不是你的错 It's not your fault.
反正你也帮不上忙 You wouldn't 've been any help, anyway.
这些方面我比你还迟钝 I'm much worse at those things than you are.
迟钝好多的 Much.
我再也不头脑发热了 I'm not mad anymore.
嗯，我也是 Neither am I.
你能帮上忙的，以你自己的方式 I know you can't help the way you are.
嗯，你也一样 I know you can't help the way you are, either.
我不需要 I don't have to.
我不是那种人 I'm not like that.
哪种人 Like what?
西尔薇那种人 Like Sylvie.
我不是生那些干花儿的气，你知道吗 It wasn't just a fuss about some old flowers, Ruthie.
比那个严重得多 It was more than that.
我们俩天天形影不离 We've spent too much time together.
我们需要其他社交 We need other friends.
我得去认识其他朋友 I need other friends.
我要闷死了，我要离开这里 I can't wait to leave this place.
离开大房子？ 离开这个镇！ - The house? - The whole town!
我想去波士顿 I think I'll go to Boston.
你才不回去那 No, you won't.
为啥是波士顿 Why Boston?
只要不是指节湖，哪儿都成 Because it isn't Finger-bone.
这就是为什么 That's why.
我想帮帮你，露蒂 I've tried to help you, Ruthie.
你每天望着窗外发呆的时间太长了 But the problem is you spend too much time looking out of windows.
你看完书我们去湖边吧 When you're tired of that, we could go to the lake.
走开 Go away, Ruthie.
你要老跟着我，我就进浴室插上门 I'll lock myself in the bathroom if I have to, Ruthie.
开学第一天 On the first day of school,
露茜儿没等我就出门了 Lucille slipped out of the house early without me.
她远远地走在前面 I saw her, far ahead of me,
穿着光鲜亮丽的小皮鞋和浅色上衣 in her bright white Oxfords and crisp white blouse.
我想，无所谓了，反正她也是一个人 "Well," I thought, "she's alone, too."
你俩缺了整整半年的课 You girls missed half a year of school last year.
你们觉得怎么办比较好 What are we going to do about that?
你可以给我们多布置家庭作业 You can give us extra homework
我们能赶上来的 We can catch up.
你们很聪明 Well, you're bright girls.
但老师们更期望你们改变态度 What we really have to hope for is a change of attitude.
我的态度改变了 My attitude has changed.
所以我们没必要继续谈谈了？ So you don't need to hear my little sermon, Lucille?
我觉得没必要了 No, I don't.
你呢，露蒂 And what about you, Ruth?
呃，没有 No.
我觉得不用吧 I mean, I guess not.
你觉得不用？ You guess not?
她会不会努力学习是她的事儿 I don't know if she'll work harder this year or not.
我不敢担保 She will or she won't.
和她说什么都是左耳朵进右耳朵出 You can't really talk to her about practical things.
现实世界和她没什么关系 They don't matter to her.
她还是个孩子，教育很重要的 She's growing up. Education should matter.
露蒂，你觉得是不是？ What does matter to you, Ruth?
这就是我刚才提到的态度 That's what I mean by a problem of attitude.
她还没找到自己的方向 She hasn't figured out what matters to her yet.
她喜欢树 She likes trees.
或许她会成为一个植物学家 Maybe she'll be a botanist or something.
你想当植物学家吗，露蒂？ Are you going to be a botanist, Ruth?
不想。 No. I don't think so.
你得学着为自己考虑，为自己说话 You're gonna have to learn
而不是让姐妹当你的代言人 to speak for yourself and think for yourself, that's for sure.
她有自己的方式 She has her own ways.
露茜儿和我从校长室出来后，再没一起过 That was the only time Lucille and I spent together at school.
我经常看到她，但她永远无视我 I saw her often, but she avoided me.
天儿又开始冷了呢 It's getting cold again, isn't it, Ruthie?
你衣兜里...有条鱼？ You've got a fish in your pocket.
是啊是啊，没错儿 Yes, yes, I do,
现在咱就把它煎了吃 and I'm gonna fry it up right now.
露茜儿呢？ Where's Lucille?
露茜儿一直不和我们一起吃饭 Lucille didn't eat with us anymore.
对此，西尔薇明显很受伤 Sylvie was sad about this, clearly,
因为她对我无话可说 for she had no stories at all to tell me.
今天好冷啊 It really was cold today.
锅里还有汤，要吗 There's more soup.
不用了 Oh, no.
晚安 Goodnight.
玩得开心点，露茜儿 Have a good time, Lucille.
别太晚回来 Don't stay out too late.
我想带你去个特别棒的地方 I have somewhere really pretty to show you.
真的吗 You do?
真的 在哪儿？ - I do. - What?
嗯，听我说 Well,
那儿有个小山谷，里面有人建了一幢房子 it's this little valley where somebody's built a house
房子周围还有果园 and an orchard,
但似乎那里已经荒废好久了 a long time ago,
房子几乎照不到阳光g and it hardly gets any sun,
所以现在那里结了厚厚的霜 so the frost stays on the ground all day long.
那里的草都被冻住了，踩上去嚓嚓响 The grass actually cracks when you walk on it, the frost is so thick.
你去试试，超棒的 You might like it.
在哪儿呢？ 在北方 - Where is it? - North.
我找到了一条小船过去 See, I found this little boat.
我觉得这船应该没有主人，它还挺好的，不漏水 I don't think anyone owns it and it doesn't leak or anything.
呃，基本不漏水吧 I mean, not much.
我想去 你真的想？ - I'd like to go. - You would?
是啊 好，那明天？ - Yeah. - Tomorrow?
不行，明天我得复习 I have to study tomorrow.
那星期一去吧，我给你写个假条 How about Monday? I could write you a note.
星期一有考试的 Monday I have a test. That's why...
所以我今天要复习... 啊，好吧 - That's why I have to study. - Oh, okay.
那就另找一天吧 Another day then?
行吧 好的 - Yes. - Okay.
今晚你要读书吗？ Are you going to study tonight?
嗯，我得写一篇读后感 I have a book report to write.
唔 Mmmm.
我觉得我也想读本书 You know, I should read.
我曾经很喜欢读书的，怎么就不读了呢 I don't know why I stopped. I always enjoyed it.
我能坐在你旁边吗？ Do you think I could sit with you?
行呀 All right.
好的 Okay.
嗨，露蒂 Hi Ruthie.
嗨，露蒂。舞会如何 Hi Lucille. Was the dance nice?
还可以吧 It was okay.
跟我说说 Well, tell me about it.
算了吧，我好累了。我在楼下睡 I'm really tired. I'll sleep downstairs.
你至少给她盖上点儿东西啊 You should at least throw something over her.
露茜儿？ Lucille?
你在哪儿，露茜儿？ Are you there, Lucille?
露茜儿穿着舞会的晚礼服和淡黄色凉鞋 Lucille had gone in her dancing dress and apricot slippers
跑到了罗伊斯夫人，我们家政学老师的家里 to the home of Miss Royce, the Home Economics teacher.
她在房子边探头探脑，直到把罗伊斯夫人吵醒 She had walked around the house rapping at the windows until she woke her up.
我打了一上午电话，费舍尔夫人 I tried phoning all morning, Mrs. Fisher.
咦，有吗？ Oh?
真是奇怪了那 Huh, that's strange.
她们整晚都在谈论露茜儿在家里的种种问题 They talked through the night about Lucille's troubles at home,
罗伊斯夫人让她住在了自己家里 and Miss Royce gave her the spare room.
实际上，罗伊斯夫人收养了她，那一晚之后我再没有姐姐了 In effect, she adopted her, and I had no sister after that night.
她说，露茜儿的东西都归你了 She said you could have her things.
所有的衣服她都不想要 She doesn't want any of her clothes.
或许，她没打算离开很久 Maybe she doesn't plan to be gone long.
或许吧 Yeah.
有这种可能 Maybe she doesn't.
小可怜 Poor Ruthie.
那么... Well...
可能咱俩能成为更好的朋友 Maybe we'll be better friends.
我真的想给你看一些东西 There really are some things I wanna show you.
明天吧 Tomorrow.
明天不是周一吗？ But that's Monday.
你可以给我写个病假条 You can write me a note.
好吧 All right.
呃... Erm...
我们得一早就出发 We're gonna have to leave really early.
我今儿晚上做点儿吃的 I'll make some food tonight
吃完晚饭咱们就早点儿睡觉 and we can go to bed right after supper.
好吧 All right.
露蒂 Ruthie.
起床啦 Get up.
小懒鬼 Ruthie.
快点儿醒，要出发了 Time to wake up.
醒醒！醒醒！ Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up!
你肯定庆幸穿着衣服睡觉的对吧 I bet you're glad you kept your clothes on. Huh?
赶紧的！ Come on.
咱们这么赶时间吗？ 当然了啊 - Do we have to hurry? - Yes, we have to hurry.
船不见了，上次我就停在这里 The boat's not where I left it.
没事儿，咱们找找看 Well, we're just gonna have to look for it.
有时候会这样，我总能找到的 Sometimes it takes a while, but I always find it.
去那边 Let's try over there.
有时候它会被树枝盖上 Sometimes it's covered with branches.
可能有人把它藏起来了 Someone's trying to hide it.
我知道，真难以置信 I know. Can you believe it?
我每次用完了总会放回原处 I always put it right back where I find it.
我不在乎别人也用它，用完放回来就好 I don't care if other people use it, just as long as they take care of it.
别担心，露蒂 Don't worry, Ruthie.
咱们来这么早，今天肯定是第一个 We're so early, nobody could've gotten here first.
看，它在那儿！ Oh, there it is!
妈的，藏它的人真是费尽心机啊 Boy, someone sure went to a lot of trouble.
住手！ Hey!!
有个人在朝咱们喊呢 There's a man yelling at us.
我知道 Oh, I know.
让下，我得坐这里 I have to sit in that seat.
嘿，你们快住手！ You come back here, lady!
姑娘，快点儿回来！ Lady, you come back here!
别理他 Ignore him.
快回来！姑娘！ Lady, come on back.
这人总是这样 He always does that.
姑娘！快回来！ Lady, will you come back!
看他就是给他脸了 He thinks someone's watching and he just carries on even more.
快回来！ 他好可怜啊 - Come on back here! - It's pitiful.
总有一天他会心脏病发死掉的 He's going to have a heart attack some day.
这船是他的吧？ It must be his boat.
有可能，当然更有可能的是丫就是一神经病 Either that or he's... he's some sort of lunatic.
快回来！ Come on back!
我可不回去验证他到底有多神经病 I'm certainly not going back to find out.
姑娘！快回来！ Lady, you come on back!
西尔薇的外套、鞋子在我们狼狈逃跑的时候 Sylvie's coat and shoes were soaking wet
都在河水里浸湿了 from our bare escape from the shore.
我想，没准之前她兜里的鱼就是这么抓来的 I found myself wondering if that was why she came home with fish in her pockets.
清晨的光景让我想起了爷爷画中的山峦 The dawn reminded me of Grandpa's paintings.
我相信西尔薇也这么想 Sylvie thought so, too.
那些山里住着多少人，露蒂，你肯定猜不着 You wouldn't believe how many people live out here in the mountains, Ruthie.
有时候，树林里会冒出一缕青烟 Sometimes you'll see a little smoke in the woods.
那儿没准就有一户人家，十个孩子，一间木屋 There might be a cabin there with ten children in it.
你见过那些人吗？ Have you ever seen any?
有时候我见到炊烟，就往炊烟的方向走 Sometimes if I think I see smoke, I go walking towards it.
我非常确信有小孩儿就跟在我周围 And, now and then, I'm pretty sure there's children around me.
我都能听见他们说笑的声音 I can practically hear them.
我兜里总带着饼干，就为了当做见面礼送给他们 That's one of the reasons I always keep crackers in my pockets.
你能听到他们？在森林里？ And you can hear them?
你可能觉得我有点...有点儿不正常...但... You're gonna think I'm...a little crazy, but...
有一次我差点儿就追上了一个小家伙 I tried to catch one once.
不是为了抓住他 Not trap it, but, you know...
只是想用糖果把他引出来，我们见见面儿 lure it out with marshmallows so I could see it.
你也不能真把他拐走，对不？ I mean, what would I do with another child?
所以，你看见过他们？ So, you have seen them?
我曾经把棉花糖放在苹果树枝上 Well, I stuck these marshmallows on these twigs of one of the apple trees,
然后在旁边守株待兔 and then I just sort of sat to the side and waited,
但就是没人来 but it never came out.
我有点儿灰心了 I was a little bit relieved, actually.
那些山野的孩子没准会袭击人呢，你知道 I mean, a child like that might claw or bite, you know.
但我就是想看看他们 But I did wanna look at it.
现在，你知道我的秘密啦 Now you're in on my secret.
或许你会因此有好运气 Maybe you'll have better luck.
我试试看吧 I'll try.
至少我们不用着急了 At least we don't have to hurry.
你俩在家时候，我老得匆匆赶回去 It was always so hard getting back for you and Lucille.
这儿是不是很美 It's pretty, isn't it?
确实，但我觉得没人愿意住在这儿吧 It's pretty, but I don't see how anyone would want to live here.
太阳照进来的时候这里简直美极了 Oh, it's real pretty when the sun gets here.
过一会儿你就会看到了 You'll see in a little while.
真冷啊 It's kind of cold.
但你想不想看看那些孩子啊？ But you wanna watch for the children?
嗯，我想 Oh, yes.
那咱俩得找个地方藏起来 Well, then I think you'd better just stay in one place,
安安静静地等他们出现 and be very, very quiet.
把房子建在这里，真是个诡异的选址 It was an odd place for a homestead.
山间的太阳偶尔才能照到这里 The sun could barely reach over the mountains to it.
看，我说过很美的吧 I told you it was pretty.
我现在能理解西尔薇感觉树林中有小孩子了 I knew why Sylvie felt there were children in the woods.
因为我也有了相同的感觉 I felt so, too.
虽然我知道那不可能 But I didn't think so.
我知道我快速转身，不管多快，他们都会消失不见 I knew that if I turned around, however quickly, they would be gone,
他们只是在我耳畔轻轻细语 even if they spoke just at my ear.
那些孩子，其实是森林里的光线、声音造成的错觉 And those children around me were light and spare and wild,
所以“他们”才能在寒冷之地居住 and thoroughly used to the cold.
想在树林里抓住他们，他们一定觉得很可笑 It was almost a joke to them to be cast out in the woods.
“你必将一无所获。”他们低语着 "It's better to have nothing," they were saying.
“你必将一无所获。” "It's better to have nothing."
西尔薇 Sylvie.
他们发现我们吃饭肯定很有趣 It's good if they see us eating.
我看不到他们 I couldn't quite see them.
可能时机不对吧 Another time.
以后再说吧 Another time.
过来 Come here.
指节湖 Finger-bone.
我们飘在湖水上干什么啊？ Why are we staying out here, Sylvie?
咱们在等火车 We're waiting for the train.
马上就来啦 It shouldn't be long now.
西尔薇对时间毫无概念 Sylvie had no awareness of time.
对于她，“小时”和“分钟”就像列车车次的名字 For her, hours and minutes were the names of trains.
我们在等“10点52分”这一次 We were waiting for the ten fifty-two.
西尔薇 Sylvie?
西尔薇 Sylvie.
海伦 Helen.
呜哇 Whooaa!
爽啊 Whoa!
西尔薇 Sylvie?
啊，太刺激了，本来等的我都烦了，它突然就来了 Oh! I was just wool-gathering and all then, of a sudden,
就在你头上轰隆隆地开过去，是不是特别吵？ it was right there on top of us. Wasn't it loud, though?
你坐下好吗 I wish you'd sit down.
你知道吗 You know what?
我觉得爷爷坐的那列车就在我们正下方 I think the train might be just about under us here.
他们曾经把花环丢进冰窟窿里，花环就消失了 They threw a wreath in the water after the ice had gone.
所有那次事故的死难者，都是山里来的 And all those people came in from the hills.
就像国庆集会那样，只是星条旗换成了黑纱 It was like the fourth of July, but the bunting was black.
露蒂，别害怕，没什么好怕的 Ruthie, don't worry, there's nothing to be afraid of.
一点儿也没有 Nothing at all.
这湖里一定飘满了人的灵魂 The lake must be full of people.
我一辈子都在听关于那次事故的传说 I've heard stories all my life.
那列火车上，肯定有许多身份不明的死者 You can bet there were a lot of people on that train nobody knew about.
我从来不认为逃票可耻 You know, I never thought about it as stealing.
反正座位空着也是空着 You know, you just find yourself an empty place, out of everybody's way.
没人为此吃亏 No harm done.
甚至都没人会注意到你 No-one even knows you're there.
每个人出门都坐火车，那列火车还是新的呢 Everybody rode that train, Ruthie. It was almost new, you know.
豪华包厢 De-luxe.
非常有名It was really famous.
那时候，搭过火车甚至是可以和别人炫耀的 At least, everybody said they'd ridden on it.
肯定有好多穷人挤在货运车厢里 There must've been a lot of people in the freight cars.
鬼知道有多少 Who knows how many.
他们在里面昏昏欲睡 All of them sleeping.
我们想一首歌来唱吧 Let's think of a song.
好呀 All right.
啊，多美的一天啊！多美的一天啊！ Oh, what a day, what a day!
我曾经认识一个女人，她的口头禅就是这个 I used to know this woman who said that all the time.
“多美的一天啊！” She said, "What a day!"
但被她说出来，就特别悲伤 And she always made it sound so sad.
她现在在哪儿？ Where is she now?
哦，谁知道呢 Oh, who knows?
啊，好饿，我想吃一片蛋糕 I wish I had a piece of pie.
唔，我想吃个汉堡 Er, I wish I had a hamburger.
唔，我想，我想要一件... Well, I wish I had...
一件貂皮外套 a mink coat.
啊，我想要一个保暖瓶 Erm, I wish I had a hot water bottle.
? Stop gamblin', stop your ramblin'
? Quit staying out late at night
? Come home to your wife and your family
? Sit by the fireside bright
? Irene, goodnight
? Goodnight, Irene
? I'll see you in my dreams
晒晒月亮吧 Get a moon tan.
来啊露蒂，快点快点！ Come on, Ruthie Come on. Hurry.
姑娘，快来！ Come on, girl.
啊，她长大了 She's getting growed.
她是个好女孩 She's a good girl.
是啊，你说的没错 Like you always said.
别在意他们的目光，露蒂 Don't mind if they stare, Ruthie.
无视它们就好了 Just ignore them.
接着走 Go on!
哦，老天啊 Oh, God...
我没劲儿吃东西了 Oh, I'm too tired to eat!
来，枕着点儿 Oh, here.
太累的时候，能睡上一觉是最幸福的 Sleep is best when you're really tired.
那简直不像是睡觉 You don't just sleep...
像死过去了一样 You die.
露蒂... Ruthie...
嗨！ Hi!
我们能找个地方谈谈吗？ Can we talk somewhere?
可以呀，当然可以 Yeah. Yeah, sure.
我好担心你啊 I'm worried about you.
我们去药店吗？ We could go to the drugstore.
不，换个地方吧 No, let's go somewhere else.
你是不是总来这儿？ Do you come here a lot?
有时候来吧，回家路上来转转 Sometimes. On my way home.
唔 Hmm.
没什么特别的 It's just a place, Lucille.
好吧 Yeah.
西尔薇带了午餐 Sylvie packed a lunch.
我们烤棉花糖吃 We roasted marshmallows.
一切都很好 It was fine.
但你俩去林子里过了一整夜，大家都传开了 But you were out there all night, and everybody knows.
那是因为刮大风了 That was just because of the wind.
那条船里只渗了这么一点儿水 There was only this much water in the boat.
那是条破船？ 不是的 - You were sinking? - No!
那船还挺好的 It was fine.
我们在船上唱歌 We sang songs.
我觉得她肯定喜欢这样 I bet she loved it.
是啊，喜欢在漏水的破船上 她还好啦 - Being stranded. - She was fine.
任何正常人，船往外渗水肯定都吓坏了 Any decent person would have been scared.
这很难解释，露茜儿 I can't explain it to you, Lucille.
我只希望你别这样下去了 I just want the best for you.
别再和她混在一起 You can't stay with her.
别担心我 Don't worry.
我没法解释，但我一切都好 I can't explain it, but everything's fine.
Hello, Ruthie. School out? 嗨，露蒂，放学啦？
照你说的这里一切都好，你需要其他帮助吗？ Then everything's all right here, and you aren't wanting for anything?
不需要 No, not a thing.
多谢您挂心 But, thank you.
这么着吧 Tell you what.
我让杰拉德夫人和教堂的修女们时长来这里看看 I think I'll ask Mrs. Jardine and some of her ladies from the church
抽空拜访你们一下 to come up here just to say "Hello".
啊，不用不用，这完全没必要的 Oh, no, no, that wouldn't be necessary.
呃...我想我还是会让她们这么做的，费舍尔夫人，你觉得可以吗？ I, er... I think I'll do that, Mrs. Fisher. Would that be okay?
但是...您瞧，我们完全不需要帮助 But, see, there's really no need at all.
真的，我们都很好 Really, we're fine.
嗯...我还是会提一下 Well, I...I think I'll do it, anyway.
再见 Goodbye.
我需要帮你把沙发搬进去吗？ Can I help you move this sofa?
哦，不用，我们把它放在外面晾干呢 Oh, no. We're just airing it out.
但还是很感谢您 But, thank you.
你想啥呢 What do you think?
我不知道 I don't know.
唔 Hmm.
我也不知道想什么比较好 I don't know what to think.
都发霉了 Fungus.
这是她养的吗 Do you think she grows them?
我不知道 I don't know.
西尔薇？ 你好 - Sylvie? - Hello.
你们还好吗？ 你好 - How are you? - Hello.
嗨 你们好吗？ - Hi. - How are you?
挺好的，多谢 Fine, thank you.
你都不记得我们了吧 You don't remember us.
我是杰拉德夫人 I'm Mrs. Jardine.
这是沃克夫人和帕特森夫人 叫我赛琳娜就好 - Mrs. Walker, Mrs. Paterson. - Selina.
我们曾经在一个学校读书的 你好 - We went to school together. - Hello.
看，我们给你带了点儿东西 Er, we've brought you a few things.
我们能进屋坐坐吗？ Can we come in for a little visit?
呃，抱歉，不太好，我正在打扫房间呢 Er, well, no, I'm just doing some cleaning.
没事的，我们就待几分钟 Oh, we'll only be a minute.
我给你带了个一只盆子 I've brought a casserole.
我们放下东西就走 I'll just bring it in.
呃...你们喝咖啡吗 Er... could I get you some coffee?
哦，亲爱的你太客气了，我们放下东西就走了 Oh, don't bother, dear. We just came by to leave the things.
这里有副手套，还有几条不错的围巾 There's a nice scarf and some mittens in here.
你们随便坐吧 Would you like to take a seat, at least?
所以，在这里独自过日子很辛苦吧，西尔薇？ So, how are you getting on out here on your own, Sylvie?
你有朋友吗，我们从没见你去过教堂 Have you made any friends? We, er, haven't seen you in church.
唔，这里很安静，但我也不介意没人走往 Well, it's quiet, but I don't mind that.
住在这里的同龄人不多 There aren't so many people your own age around here.
确实是 It's true.
但我们总看到你和露蒂一起 But you and Ruthie are together a lot.
哦，是，现在我们一直在一起了 Oh, yes. All the time now.
她就像我的妹妹一样 She's like another sister to me.
她和她妈妈小时候一模一样 She's her mother all over again.
你有她们父亲的任何消息吗？ Do you hear anything from their father?
没有 No.
费舍尔先生呢？ Or Mr. Fisher?
谁？ Who?
你丈夫啊 Your husband, dear.
哦... Oh.
你知道我们为什么特地来一趟问你这些吗 Do you know why we're asking all these questions?
不知道 No.
我明说了吧 Well...
我们许多人都觉得，露蒂，就是和你同住的小姑娘 Some of us feel that Ruthie, that a young girl,
应该过上正常人的生活 needs an orderly life.
对于她这个年纪，她背负了太多麻烦和悲伤 She's had so much trouble and sorrow.
是啊，太多了 So much.
没错，太可怜了 Yes, she has. It's the Lord's truth. It's a pity.
有吗？她挺好的啊 Really, she's all right.
她总是看起来很伤心 She looks so sad.
她就是个悲伤的性格啊，她就应该有悲伤的样子 She is sad. I mean, she should be sad.
我的意思不是她应该悲伤，我指的是 I don't mean she "should be",but, I mean, who wouldn't be?
在这样一个家庭里，悲伤不是很正常吗？ That's how it is with family.
就像现在 Like now,
我看着露蒂 when I look at Ruthie,
就像我看着她妈妈一样 I can see Helen, too.
还有我的父亲，你们知道 And my father, you know.
我都不记得他活着的样子 I can't even remember what he was like when he was alive, and...
但是，自从那次事故之后 ever since, it's...
到处都是爸爸，这里有爸爸，那里也有爸爸，还有接连不断的梦... It's Papa here and Papa there, and dreams...
16年前的6月，我女儿死了 I lost my girl sixteen years ago in June.
现在她的脸还时不时浮现在我眼前 And her face is before me now.
一家人就该齐齐整整地在一起 Families should stay together.
但是，西尔薇，你别让她去铁路上玩啊 But, Sylvie, you have to keep her off the freight trains.
什么？ 她这样的小姑娘 - What? - Well, she shouldn't be riding
不该去扒火车 around in freight cars.
哦，哈哈，不是的 Oh, no!
那也就是仅有的一次 No, that was just that one time.
那天我们玩得太累了 We were so tired, you know.
你们不知道，我们离家太远了，扒火车是回去的最快方法 You see, we'd been out all night and that was the fastest way home.
你们去哪儿了？ Out where?
就在湖上 On the lake.
划着那条小船？ In that little boat?
是呀 Yeah.
那是一条特别棒的小船 It's a perfectly good boat.
看着不怎么样，其实很好用 It doesn't look like much, but it's all right.
好吧，我们不多打扰了 Well, we won't keep you any longer, dear.
这些报纸都是你的收藏吗，西尔薇？ Do you collect newspapers, Sylvie?
是呀 Yeah.
为什么收藏报纸？你都读过了吗？ What d'you keep them for? Do you read them all?
是呀，都读过 Yes, I do.
嗯...或者 Erm...
你也可以用它们生火 Or you can use 'em to light a fire.
或者卷起来打苍蝇 Or roll them up to swat flies.
或者贴在身上保暖 Or for insulation.
报纸有好多用途的 A lot of things.
你听到她们说啥了吗？ Did you hear what they said?
嗯，那你现在怎么想的？ Well, what d'you think now?
看来咱们得把屋子收拾收拾了 Well, we could fix it up around here.
我建议扔点儿东西到棚子里面去 Some of the stuff would go in the shed, I suppose.
这样没准会好点儿 It might be an idea.
哇，干净多了啊 This is nice.
之前简直乱得像猪窝 What a mess it was.
确实是太乱了 Honestly.
我收拾了一整个晚上 I was up the whole night.
现在， Now,
赶紧坐下吃早饭 sit down and eat your breakfast.
上学要迟到了 You'll be late for school.
不用我在家帮你收拾吗？ Shouldn't I stay home and help?
不要！ No!
不要，露蒂，你乖乖的去学校 No, Ruthie, you go to school.
呃，我想想，我要 Now, let's see. Erm...
我要帮你梳梳头 I'll help you brush your hair out,
然后把你的裙子熨一下 and I'll iron your skirt.
同学们得看你穿得很利索才喜欢 They'll like that.
嗯，你必须得穿得利索，露蒂 You've got to look nice, Ruthie.
露蒂！ Ruthie.
稍等下 Just a sec.
好啦，来，站直了 There. Now, stand up straight.
棒棒的 Good.
露蒂 Ruthie.
记得对人微笑哦 Smile at people.
过阵子会有个听证会，费舍尔夫人 There'll be a hearing, Mrs. Fisher.
我们现在知道的只有这个 That's about all we can say right now.
晚上好 Good evening.
你好，露蒂 Hello, Ruthie.
我们大人要说说话，你去自己屋里吧 Excuse us grown folks. We have to talk.
这太不公平了... It would be a terrible thing to do.
没办法。 Well...
等着听证会吧 There'll be a hearing.
你知道他们要怎么做吗 D'you know what they wanna do?
知道 Yes.
我觉得他们做不到 I don't think they can.
你觉得呢？ Do you?
不... No.
我也不好说 I don't know.
不，我其实也说不好 No, I don't think so, either.
这太荒谬了，他们肯定知道 It would be terrible. They know that.
就因为我们在外面，在湖水里过了一夜 Just because we spent the night out on the lake.
没办法，我只能给他们好好解释了 Well, I'll just explain it to them.
没办法 Yeah.
别担心，露蒂 Don't worry, Ruthie.
我会都解释给他们听的 I'll explain it all to them.
我们把之前搜集的报纸杂志都烧了，一直烧到天黑 We burned papers and magazines until well after dark.
一次次的，西尔薇走出火光 Again and again, Sylvie stepped out of the firelight,
再走回来时，怀里满抱着要烧掉的东西 returning with armfuls of things to be burned.
我们感觉指节湖周围的所有居民都在盯着我们 We felt that the whole of Finger-bone was watching us,
我们做任何事情，大家都指指点点 aware of everything we did.
西尔薇好像正面对着火光外聚集起来的 Sylvie couldn't help acting to this unseen audience
那些看不见的观众在表演一个正常的自己 gathered somewhere beyond the firelight.
我真想不通，几个月前就应该把它们都烧了 I don't know why we didn't do this months ago.
这不是你应该看的书 This isn't the sort of book you should be reading.
它是怎么到咱们房子里的？ I don't even know how it got in the house.
这是图书馆的书 It was a library book.
我们得去买点儿衣服了 We'll buy some clothes.
得给你买点儿有品位的衣服，比如... We'll get you something in very good taste, like...
比如，嗯，一套正装？ Like, maybe, a suit?
总得备一套，去教堂时候穿嘛 Well, you're gonna need it for church, anyway.
什么？ 你没听错啦，去教堂 - What? - That's right.
以及，唔... And, let's see, erm...
我们得给你换个发型 We'll set your hair.
把自己收拾利索了，你肯定会给人一个特棒的印象 When you fix yourself up, you make a very nice impression.
你其实很漂亮的，露蒂 You really do, Ruthie.
哦对了，感恩节快到了，我们还得订一只烤鸡 Oh, and I'll order a chicken for Thanksgiving.
我在想，我们可以请露茜儿回来过节 I was thinking maybe we could invite Lucille.
把罗伊斯夫人也请来吧 And Miss Royce, too.
感恩节吃的是烤火鸡 Turkey.
哦...对呢 Right.
我们进屋把 We should go in now.
太冷了 没错儿 - It's getting cold. - You're absolutely right.
你快回去，我铲点儿土把火灭了 You go on in and I'll just put some more dirt on the fire.
露蒂？ Ruthie?
露蒂，你在楼上吗？ Ruthie, are you upstairs?
露蒂？ Ruthie?
露蒂！ Ruthie.
快进来！ Come in!
露蒂！ Ruthie!
快进来暖和一下 Come in where it's warm.
我给你做好饭啦 I'll get you something good to eat.
露蒂！ Ruthie.
露蒂！ Ruthie!
露蒂！ Ruthie.
露蒂！ Ruthie!
费舍尔夫人？ Mrs. Fisher?
哦，晚上好，费舍尔夫人 Oh, evening, Mrs. Fisher.
晚上好 Evening.
一切都还好吗？ Everything all right here?
我看你房子的灯全都亮着 I seen all the lights.
是啊是啊，一切正常 Yeah, everything's all right.
小姑娘还挺好的？ The little girl is fine?
是啊，她很好 Yeah, she's fine.
睡了吧？ Sleepin'?
是的 Uh-huh.
她睡觉也不关灯啊？ With her light on?
哦... Oh.
可能是吧，我猜... Yeah, I guess so.
在夜里这个时间，看你家灯火通明，可不寻常啊 Don't usually see the place all lit up like this, this time of night.
是的呢... Yeah, well...
我能看看小姑娘吗？ Could I see the little girl?
你要什么？ 我能见见露蒂吗？ - Could you what? - Could I see Ruthie?
呃... Er...
不行 No.
她不是在楼上睡觉么？ 没错 - She's upstairs sleeping? - That's right.
如果这样，我从门缝里看一眼也无碍吧？ Well then, it can't hurt if I just peek in the door.
不行，露蒂睡觉太轻了，你会吵醒她 No, see, she's a very light sleeper, and it would wake her up.
我脱了鞋，穿着袜子蹑手蹑脚上去 I'll just go upstairs in my stockin' feet.
绝不会吵醒她，我保证 It won't be no bother, I promise you.
她到底在哪儿，费舍尔夫人？ Where is she, Mrs. Fisher?
她应该就在这里 She's round the house somewhere.
好吧，那我就进去跟她说个晚安 Well, then, I'll just step in, say "Good evening" to her.
不，她没在屋里，她在... No, she's not inside. She's...
她还在外面 She's outside.
到底在哪儿？ Where?
我想她应该在果园里。你来的时候我正在找她 Oh, I think she's probably in the orchard. I was just looking for her.
你找不到她？ You can't find her?
不是，呃... No, see...
她不想让我找到，我们这是在... She won't let me. It's, er...
嗯，这是个游戏，躲猫猫 Well, it's like a game.
露蒂，你今晚愿意来我家过夜吗？ Ruthie, would you like to come home to my house tonight?
我家房子很多的 I got lots of room.
我太太肯定愿意跟你做伴儿的 The missus sure would be glad for your company.
我一会儿开车去路易斯敦 I'm just on my way down to Lewistone.
那边的警察刚发了个通缉令 They got the Cranshaw boy.
一个小贼偷了辆车逃跑了，估计今晚我得忙到半夜 He stole a car down there. I'll be gone half the night.
我想待在这里 I wanna stay here.
你确定吗？ 是的 - You're sure now? - Yes.
我们进屋吧 Let's go inside.
外面这么冷，你刚才在干什么呢？ What were you doing out in the cold,
大半夜的，还穿得这么少 with no coat on, in the middle of the night,
你明天还得去上学的，没错儿吧？ with school tomorrow?
来我家吧 Come on with me to my house.
我老婆做饭很好吃的，她是个超棒的大厨 My wife is a heck of a cook, I can tell you that.
我们家有苹果派... 不用了 - We got apple pie at our house. - No.
说“不，谢谢您” No, thank you.
不，谢谢您 No, thank you.
我没必要告诉你，现在应该是上床睡觉的时间了吧？ I don't have to tell you to get to bed now, do I?
我会留意你们的 I'm gonna be keeping my eye on you.
我希望你明天乖乖去上学，你听到了吗 I wanna see you in school tomorrow, y'hear?
好... Well...
晚安 Goodnight.
明天你老老实实在家待着 I want you to be here tomorrow, now.
我要和你谈谈 I wanna talk to you tomorrow.
是，警察先生 Yes, sir.
这根本点不着啊 That was worse than useless.
该死 Damn!
我们必须离开了 We had to leave.
我们得快点儿了，拿上行李箱 We have to hurry. Get the suitcases.
我待不下去了，西尔薇没有我也不想继续留下 I couldn't stay, and Sylvie wouldn't stay without me.
现在，不合群的我们正式被放逐 Now, truly, we were cast out to wander,
大房子里的时光结束了 and there was an end to housekeeping.
哦，不要啊，该死 Oh, no, look.
他们很快就会发现我们没在屋里 They'll find out right away we're not inside,
然后到处找我们的 come looking for us.
快点儿！ Come on.
哦...啊... Oh... Oh...
好难走啊！ What a mess!
我们可以藏在森林里 We can hide in the woods.
但他们有警犬啊 They'll use dogs.
我们唯一的逃脱方法... One thing we could do.
什么？ What?
...穿过铁路桥 Cross the bridge.
你是指...走过去吗？ Walk?
狗们不敢追过来的 The dogs wouldn't dare follow,
反正也没人相信会有人从桥上过河 and nobody'd believe them anyway.
从没有人这么做过 Nobody's ever done that.
徒步穿越铁路桥 Crossed that bridge.
至少没人知道有人做成过 Not that anyone knows of.
那么... Well...
我们就要开始啦，如果我们过去了 We gotta go, if we're goin'.
你做好准备了吗？ Are you buttoned up?
来 Here.
你应该戴个帽子 You should have a hat.
露蒂，相信我，这不是最糟糕的状态 It's not the worst thing, Ruthie,
到处流浪，其实蛮有趣 moving around.
你会体会到的！ You'll see.
你会体会到的！ You'll see!
如果火车来了怎么办？ What if a train comes?
日出之前，没有火车 There's no train till the morning.
快走吧 Let's go.
快点儿，露蒂 Come on, Ruthie.
我们能赶上6点10分去斯波坎的 We'll catch the six-ten to Spokane.
中午就能到波特兰了 And be in Portland by noon.
到了波特兰，就有去全国各地的列车 There are trains to everywhere from Portland.
快来呀，露蒂 Come on, Ruthie.
还有时间 It's not so bad.
她总是这样 She always does that.
她永远在世间游荡 She just wanders away.
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